I'm back in DC. After driving more than four hours in the rain by myself without a stereo, I finally arrived yesterday a little after 2pm. I unpacked all of my stuff and then chilled but I was really sad. I have moved around a lot the past three years but never by myself and it's never felt so final like it did yesterday. I always had winter ( Read more... )

The past few years I've often been in my self-proclaimed "transiatory periods" when I'm trying hard to improve upon myself and try not to take myself too seriously. But I guess I never really understood totally what that meant because now I'm in deep grieving over my school life. I hate being so uncertain and pressured and directionless ( Read more... )